"An Unwanted Transformation"
Days when doubt clouded your mind, Months when your best you couldn’t find, Through trials that blackened your soul, Strength will rise from the shadows that took their toll. Not each day was the analogous, they said, But I was being trapped into that viscous loop, yet everyone fled. The demons of my mind screaming out loud, but I didn't know how they could be stopped, Noise that was thunderous enough , To drown out my hope and make me feel rough. For a straight one year, I was not me, How do I tell that fire was consuming me, Burning through the core, stripping my will, a blaze so fierce, I couldn't sit still. The flames fed on doubt, despair, and grief, Every spark a reminder, every ember a thief. I searched for solace, I searched for peace, But the fire within refused to cease. How could I break free from this endless fight, When the fire within was both curse and light? Oh man! Oh man! I can't imagine to go through ...